#tbt to braces, bright green eyeliner, and using Microsoft paint to cover up my cleavage (all the way back in 10th grade). not gonna miss that

#tbt to braces, bright green eyeliner, and using Microsoft paint to cover up my cleavage (all the way back in 10th grade). not gonna miss that

Breast reduction surgery in an hour! Woooo!

22nd April, TuesdayReblog
I am very bored so you should ask me questions or message numbers or something!! Talk to me or flirt with me boop dee doowop 18th April, FridayReblog

I just want to make out with cute boys with nice abs right now and I’m not doing that and I’m internally cursing because I’m lonely and feeling self conscious and I need endorphins and dopamine so
Also I super duper miss flirting

17th April, ThursdayReblog

People should ask me questions so I have something nice to wake up to. I’ll answer all of them honestly and I wouldn’t mind juicy ones

15th April, TuesdayReblog

I love when acronyms are used more frequently than the full statement and then people use them in ways that become redundant or completely grammatically incorrect “ATM machine” for example, which expanded becomes “automated teller machine machine”
Or the porn blog that just followed me (which I do not appreciate at all) who are called “sexy beautiful bbws” which becomes “sexy beautiful big beautiful womens”
Just kidding it actually kind of annoys me I don’t love it

14th April, MondayReblog
I can’t do that in this case because it’s mint chocolate chip and also cookies and cream which I eat together and while peanut butter and chocolate might be good with the cookies and cream it would be decidedly bad with the mint choc chip also this is probably just a “which to eat first” deal and I’ll eat both by the time I go to bed at like 5amscreamingcapillaries

I can’t do that in this case because it’s mint chocolate chip and also cookies and cream which I eat together and while peanut butter and chocolate might be good with the cookies and cream it would be decidedly bad with the mint choc chip also this is probably just a “which to eat first” deal and I’ll eat both by the time I go to bed at like 5am
screamingcapillaries

Posts like this make me so mad because like that’s not the case at all in my life and also in most people’s lives and it is such a trite way of thinking as if you’re a singular being who’s actions don’t affect anyone else and nothing else is a problem for them
“I could get on a plane” so you must have money like it’s that easy for most people to move their life completely without any means
And then “I could take my own life” which is so reductive to people who suffer from mental illness and struggle with fighting not to want to take their own life as if that’s just a casual option for doing something different alongside kissing someone. “Nothing is stopping me. “The whole world is in my hands.” If you feel that way then you’re probably not suicidal which is really serious and you probably shouldn’t trivialize in your attempt to be deep without acknowledging real-world factors 
How arrogant and oblivious do you have to be to think this way?
Maybe I’m being overly irritated but I’m noticing this trend of people with little world experience trying to portray life as this easy thing where change is easy and the results are immediate or directly improve what you wanted when that’s not at all the case. And that way of thinking is so harmful especially to people who are depressed, etc. because that’s where you start to hear people saying “well, why don’t you just choose to be happy” or “maybe if you slept/exercised/ate more veggies/went out more you’d be better” 
The fact that this person thinks this way—to me, that’s what’s fucking scary

Posts like this make me so mad because like that’s not the case at all in my life and also in most people’s lives and it is such a trite way of thinking as if you’re a singular being who’s actions don’t affect anyone else and nothing else is a problem for them
“I could get on a plane” so you must have money like it’s that easy for most people to move their life completely without any means
And then “I could take my own life” which is so reductive to people who suffer from mental illness and struggle with fighting not to want to take their own life as if that’s just a casual option for doing something different alongside kissing someone. “Nothing is stopping me. “The whole world is in my hands.” If you feel that way then you’re probably not suicidal which is really serious and you probably shouldn’t trivialize in your attempt to be deep without acknowledging real-world factors
How arrogant and oblivious do you have to be to think this way?
Maybe I’m being overly irritated but I’m noticing this trend of people with little world experience trying to portray life as this easy thing where change is easy and the results are immediate or directly improve what you wanted when that’s not at all the case. And that way of thinking is so harmful especially to people who are depressed, etc. because that’s where you start to hear people saying “well, why don’t you just choose to be happy” or “maybe if you slept/exercised/ate more veggies/went out more you’d be better”
The fact that this person thinks this way—to me, that’s what’s fucking scary

Should I eat ice cream or melt peanut butter and chocolate for myself? Very important internal debate

13th April, SundayReblog

I don’t like musical cards because I always get the songs stuck in my head. I went to a birthday party for 4 people last night and my mom gave them all musical cards and now I have the chicken dance, the can-can, the hamster song, and “celebrate good times” revolving through my brain

13th April, SundayReblog