I’ve been feeling really good lately and that’s cool. I’ve been saying it a lot too. I’ve been feeling good. I’m just… I’m so happy to be happy. It’s been so long. I’ve had pretty much a year and a half off from school, and everything else in my life has been pretty unstable up until recently. I like this 

I like going out and being able to work and not feeling anxious or agoraphobic or depressed. I laugh so much more than I have in so long. I smile more than I frown which is so cool. 

Life is great when I feel good and askfja;sdkf you guys I’m so fucking excited 

I hate that when I’m frustrated I cry or feel like crying and the more frustrated I get the more I want to cry and if someone asks if I’m okay I start to cry because usually it’s something they should have noticed or I’m ashamed of being angry or they don’t get it and are patronizing and it’s really stupid and frustrating
Also they scheduled too many waitresses at my job again so I’ve got a crappy section and I barely make any tips while people who have been here less time get more? Akbxbshan

Do you ever think to yourself
Holy shit it’s past 4am what are you still doing awake why do you let yourself do this why don’t you take your sleep meds you know they work and you don’t feel hungover you have to work tomorrow and you suck at mornings and you’re going to hate yourself when you get up and you’ve missed most of the day ugh you’re an idiot

Just me? Oh okay

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I haven’t been on Tumblr consistently in a while and I want to be

there has been a lot that is happening. I have two jobs now which is cool. I went to Florida for 2 weeks, went to PlaylistLive but didn’t really get to go because I was sick in my hotel room for 2/3 days. I dyed my hair blonde. my sister is almost graduating I have tickets to see Bo Burnham soon

I have no idea what I’m doing with my life and that’s terrifying. I used to have some clue but I don’t know what I want to do at all

It’s really humid and muggy right now and I hate the humidity; it makes me really irritable because I feel sticky and gross and hot and I can’t get comfortable especially sleep-wise because I can’t stand not having anything covering me and we haven’t turned on the A/C yet ugh I’m feeling whiny

Every Sperm Is Sacred - Monty Python’s “The Meaning of Life”

Basically, this is what you look like to me if you say you’re “pro-life”.

I just got back from a hookah bar where I tried smoking a hookah for the first time. It was pretty cool, actually. Like inhaling the scent/smoke of a candle but through your mouth. I feel so rebellious.

Everyone around me is playing some sort of world-of-warcraft type game online and I don’t know what it is and I’m bored so I’m amusing myself on tumblr and I may be laughing too loudly but whatever

I just watched Wreck It Ralph tonight and that was a good movie

And tomorrow I’m going to a hookah bar which should be interesting? I’ve never done anything like that so I’m … I dunno. Curious mostly.

Anyway somebody should Skype me or something we can just text-chat if you’d like I just want to talk to someone and tell jokes to and stuff

I’ll message my skype to you if you want